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2010. aug. 14. / Az omegle valódi szépségei
Nem tudok aludni, mert rájöttem, hogy négy nap múlva gólyatábor, megismerem azokat, akikkel négy évig együtt leszek, és ez úgy mellbevágott... hogy elillant az alvás lehetősége.
És feljöttem Omeglére kínomban, és beszélgettem egy jót ;3 Imádom a jófej idegeneket.
You: hey.
Stranger: hi
You: dont dare to say asl:(
Stranger: dont bother i wasn't going to :| i despise those three letters
You: thats a good thing:)
You: me too.
Stranger: Haha good.
You: actually, im fucking nervous now :|
Stranger: why?
You: im going to a camp in 4 days' time...
You: where i'll meet my high school classmates
You: for the first time. :|
You: and im soooooo excited, i cant even sleep.
You: because its night over here :/
Stranger: everyone else is going to be nervous too, i start university next month and i'll be meeting all new people too i know how you feel.
Stranger: its 1.24 am here
You: i know. :[
You: i mean i know everybody feels like that.
You: but stilll...it's...scary.:|
Stranger: yeh i know it doesnt change how you feel. you should go to a quiet place night time is best, sit with your back straight legs cross and hands reste din your lap with your thumbs touching thentake a deep breath and close your eyes and try to concentrate on your breathing
You: wow:|
You: thanks for the advice.
You: im gonna try it. o.O
You: but i don't even have a book to read!
Stranger: lol you should it helps say a number to yourself after each breath... in 1 out 2 in 3 out 4 up to 10 then go back to 1 it helps you concentrate on the breathing
You: oh.
You: thanks.
You: i wanna go to the living room and take "the cather in the rye" down from the shelf but my dad is sleeping there so im afraid hes gonna get up and get angry.
Stranger: it might help you sleep
You: youre so cute :(
Stranger: haha cute
Stranger: i'm just helpful
You: are you so helpful with everyone?:(
You: are you the secret good fairy of omegle?
Stranger: now go get your book then try that out if it doesnt work just read until you sleep
Stranger: haha yes i am haha
You: nooo but im not gonna go out
You: to get the book.
You: i may read some woody allen, but that is gonan make me laugh, and thus, its gonna take me away further from the possibility of falling asleep
You: and im amazed by my english sentences
Stranger: hmm cant you just apologise for waking him
You: maybe.
Stranger: ok good fairy needs some sleep haha ! Good luck, i'm sure your dad will understand though :)
You: :(
You: okay.
You: wait :3
Stranger: waiting
You: you're a girl,right?M
Stranger: yes
You: okay. :3
You: im a boy. ;(
Stranger: i assumed as much
You: great, peolpe tend to think im a girl:O
You: on omegle lol.
Stranger: why? is it because you can form a full sentence ?
You: haha, maybe.
You: but later i tell them im gay.
You: half of them disconnect.
Stranger: yeah , most of the guys on here are losers because all they want is someone to help them get off |:
You: :|
You: fuck them !
You: i mean, damn. xD
Stranger: well no thats what they'd like haha but i agree with what you mean
Stranger: yes damn is better
You: you're so kind, dear Miss Stranger. i
You: i hope you're gonna enjoy university :|
You: let me guess, youre gonna be a teacher.
Stranger: Oh i'll make sure of it and dear God no i'm not haha
Stranger: i'm going to study Psychology
You: ooooohhh good.
You: then thats why you came up with zen buddhism. xD
Stranger: not zen haha just buddhism
You: doenst matter, zen makes it sound more special.
Stranger: haha that is a type of buddhism but i'm guessing you dont have a bonsai tree or a zen garden so it'd be pointless telling you about that
You: i dont:O
You: but im amazed by your wisdom.
You: its rare on omegle.
You: it really is.
Stranger: haha thanks, i'll take that as a compliment
You: definetily :3
You: are you sleepy ?
Stranger: very haha
You: okay. :(
You: have a rest then.
You: leave a little boy in the desperate struggles of insecurity
You: LOL.
You: dont take me too serious, otherwise youre gonna have a heart attack:(
Stranger: just remind yourself...any negative feelings you have are exactly that..just feelings..they go away. Things won't be rubbish all the time :) x
You: they arent rubbish .
You: its just that im super excited.
Stranger: i'd say not being able to sleep and being nervous was rubbish haha
You: thanks for the convo :3
You: good night ^^
You: or what.
Stranger: bye bye im going to sleep
Your conversational partner has disconnected.