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2011. aug. 30. / Free
We had a reaaally deep talk with my brother in the night. It started out with asking him if he had cigarette, since I felt the urge to smoke with somebody. He said yes, he even made some real cigarette, using his own tobacco and paper... yeah. But the point of the whole thing was, during smoking we seem to always talk about really deep and spiritul stuff. I guess that's good. I've come much closer to him this summer, thank these little "chit-chats".
But, the conclusion of it all was the three rules that I've set up which may help achieve my goal of becoming the calm, artsy guy that I'd mentioned in the other post. Or someone like that. The "rules" are the following:
1. Free yourself.
2. Deepen yourself.
3. You don't have to feel full.
I wonder if I can manage to live by these words. I'm really unsure, but who knows. I wrote this on a piece of paper, undressed, and fell into bed. Sleeping naked is cool, never done it before. My mouth was dry as hell.